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wtf wrote:Bro widdy frig going on with you .aaron17 wrote:I was thinking ..a simple life has less stress (my opinion)
People dying from COVID-19 without getting to see their families again and you wanna suicide yourself..
Toughen up..
I hear you.If Aaron abroad.These quacks down here quick to put you on antidepressants and call it a days work.Aaron, I've been through some of this quite a lot in my life.Check your pm.racedriverpro wrote:Good to see men taking this issue seriously. Believe it or not, alot of people have mental issues/challenges and are either ignoring it or masking it.
Spending time focusing on hobbies etc is good. I think however this is a temporary solution that can lead to more problems by overspending wrt time and finances in addition to not addressing the problem.
Aaron mentioned symptoms but not any mental disorder etc. Only when he knows exactly what issue he is dealing with then he can get the professional help he needs and take steps to improve his mental health. He made the most important step in asking for help. Something alot of men struggle with..
I think the show of support will do him some good, but that feeling may be temporary...there should be no delay in getting help starting with a psychological assessment.
Aaron sir I must commend you, you've voiced your situation well, not many take that road in order to process the overwhelming times we are in..aaron17 wrote:st7 wrote:aaron no one was against you. we just breaking your balls. we dont know u personally to have that effect on you. in other words, we dont matter.
why are you feeling the way you are feeling? you can talk about it here if you'd like
I give credit where credit is due......bamfo_dennis is helping me out .
This is jus a rehash
".....everything just building up. Especially this pandemic..depression, mental disorders, socialization ." I am the quietest person ever. No socialization..idk if thats good or bad. Introvert....I am comfy alone or maybe I am accustomed being like that. And maybe that affecting me negatively in the longrun. Been bullied in my childhood..even by teachers. Wished I had friends...I am a big man now..even though I don't feel that way. The past still haunts me to this day. I have no socialization skills I guess. Maybe I have hearing problems from too loud music. I talk soft and when ppl cant hear.... I have to talk loud and I always feel angry. angry = loud. So its a combination of everything. School work was a pain too.. imagine school stress I had. Who ever had lessons after class? I started from form 3 class ... Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday,Sunday? And these are different places to travel to. Peer pressure not easy. Parents pushed me hard. I had suicidal thoughts then. My eyes were bad..couldnt see on the board. couldnt afford glasses then. Feels like life is a failure.
What helps me most ..music ,graphic designing, video games filled the void but grew outa that. I dont fight .. I flight. I sure many other things I missing out.
nick639v2 wrote:Aaron sir I must commend you, you've voiced your situation well, not many take that road in order to process the overwhelming times we are in..aaron17 wrote:st7 wrote:aaron no one was against you. we just breaking your balls. we dont know u personally to have that effect on you. in other words, we dont matter.
why are you feeling the way you are feeling? you can talk about it here if you'd like
I give credit where credit is due......bamfo_dennis is helping me out .
This is jus a rehash
".....everything just building up. Especially this pandemic..depression, mental disorders, socialization ." I am the quietest person ever. No socialization..idk if thats good or bad. Introvert....I am comfy alone or maybe I am accustomed being like that. And maybe that affecting me negatively in the longrun. Been bullied in my childhood..even by teachers. Wished I had friends...I am a big man now..even though I don't feel that way. The past still haunts me to this day. I have no socialization skills I guess. Maybe I have hearing problems from too loud music. I talk soft and when ppl cant hear.... I have to talk loud and I always feel angry. angry = loud. So its a combination of everything. School work was a pain too.. imagine school stress I had. Who ever had lessons after class? I started from form 3 class ... Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday,Sunday? And these are different places to travel to. Peer pressure not easy. Parents pushed me hard. I had suicidal thoughts then. My eyes were bad..couldnt see on the board. couldnt afford glasses then. Feels like life is a failure.
What helps me most ..music ,graphic designing, video games filled the void but grew outa that. I dont fight .. I flight. I sure many other things I missing out.
Start off with school, I went a town school and living central, before all the fancy highway so is 5am I outside the school for 5 years, never had a single extra curricular activity, booked up in lessons 5-6 days a week. I hated my life till I was about 17. I'm an only child, sheltered is an understatement to how I am..
Then came uwi and alevels, I went loose, yuh boy was coming out of he shell in Equinox (uwi bar) lol.. here is when I was a slacker and limer, the good man Rspann may he rest in peace got me involved in the car life, and had me dwelling in cars I never could've seen myself affording ever! Before I even have my license I making spins in the s class and Audi with his son. And the car bug took me.
Gaming and car/music kept me levelled throughout my alevels/uwi time along with my soon to be wife. She's a trooper, 11 years going strong, she still asks the cashier questions for me when I get anxious in a store..
Then comes after uwi and utt, I was outside with degrees and no job in sight, thankfully my dad took a chance and we started our own company, we hustle and grind daily, 6years now and we're basically in that zone to have an income and have minor luxuries in between.
Then covid hit us, 2 years without a drop of income, living off credit and pushing any mediocre job. But again there's light to be seen with restrictions being lifted..
It's a tough life but I'm 29 now, every night I still squad up for gaming sessions, I built my gaming PC, I still dwell in car and hard pong. Suicidal thoughts can be beat my brother, keep active on something, anything, a daily hustle, a grind on something..even if is to make sure the yard cut weekly and the house always clean.
And you may read this and think I may not know or understand how hard u have it, but I telling u, I was at a point living off overdraft money on my bank card, I never see life till after 18 much less have friends before that, even at all now.. look I force myself to a SQ audio meet last 2 years and I meet some of the old farts here on tuner, I was anxious and nearly bailed, but it was one of the best days amongst strangers I had in my life! , good conversation and good people are always here to help.
Keep strong brother. Forget the trolls.
My inbox is always open
Aaron,aaron17 wrote:nick639v2 wrote:Aaron sir I must commend you, you've voiced your situation well, not many take that road in order to process the overwhelming times we are in..aaron17 wrote:st7 wrote:aaron no one was against you. we just breaking your balls. we dont know u personally to have that effect on you. in other words, we dont matter.
why are you feeling the way you are feeling? you can talk about it here if you'd like
I give credit where credit is due......bamfo_dennis is helping me out .
This is jus a rehash
".....everything just building up. Especially this pandemic..depression, mental disorders, socialization ." I am the quietest person ever. No socialization..idk if thats good or bad. Introvert....I am comfy alone or maybe I am accustomed being like that. And maybe that affecting me negatively in the longrun. Been bullied in my childhood..even by teachers. Wished I had friends...I am a big man now..even though I don't feel that way. The past still haunts me to this day. I have no socialization skills I guess. Maybe I have hearing problems from too loud music. I talk soft and when ppl cant hear.... I have to talk loud and I always feel angry. angry = loud. So its a combination of everything. School work was a pain too.. imagine school stress I had. Who ever had lessons after class? I started from form 3 class ... Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday,Sunday? And these are different places to travel to. Peer pressure not easy. Parents pushed me hard. I had suicidal thoughts then. My eyes were bad..couldnt see on the board. couldnt afford glasses then. Feels like life is a failure.
What helps me most ..music ,graphic designing, video games filled the void but grew outa that. I dont fight .. I flight. I sure many other things I missing out.
Start off with school, I went a town school and living central, before all the fancy highway so is 5am I outside the school for 5 years, never had a single extra curricular activity, booked up in lessons 5-6 days a week. I hated my life till I was about 17. I'm an only child, sheltered is an understatement to how I am..
Then came uwi and alevels, I went loose, yuh boy was coming out of he shell in Equinox (uwi bar) lol.. here is when I was a slacker and limer, the good man Rspann may he rest in peace got me involved in the car life, and had me dwelling in cars I never could've seen myself affording ever! Before I even have my license I making spins in the s class and Audi with his son. And the car bug took me.
Gaming and car/music kept me levelled throughout my alevels/uwi time along with my soon to be wife. She's a trooper, 11 years going strong, she still asks the cashier questions for me when I get anxious in a store..
Then comes after uwi and utt, I was outside with degrees and no job in sight, thankfully my dad took a chance and we started our own company, we hustle and grind daily, 6years now and we're basically in that zone to have an income and have minor luxuries in between.
Then covid hit us, 2 years without a drop of income, living off credit and pushing any mediocre job. But again there's light to be seen with restrictions being lifted..
It's a tough life but I'm 29 now, every night I still squad up for gaming sessions, I built my gaming PC, I still dwell in car and hard pong. Suicidal thoughts can be beat my brother, keep active on something, anything, a daily hustle, a grind on something..even if is to make sure the yard cut weekly and the house always clean.
And you may read this and think I may not know or understand how hard u have it, but I telling u, I was at a point living off overdraft money on my bank card, I never see life till after 18 much less have friends before that, even at all now.. look I force myself to a SQ audio meet last 2 years and I meet some of the old farts here on tuner, I was anxious and nearly bailed, but it was one of the best days amongst strangers I had in my life! , good conversation and good people are always here to help.
Keep strong brother. Forget the trolls.
My inbox is always open
Thanks for the insight in your life.. We all have our struggles and obstacles. Thinking about school again in my primary days standard 4 to 5 . I had a problem with the teacher ..acted like a bully, he was serious and strict. It was soo bad I reverted to standard 4b. Then when I had to go to 5..i knew the same teacher was teaching ..so I was so scared that I went back to 3. Idk nah ...I guess I was tramautized ever since I experienced bulling at standard 1. Flogging from my dad at that age scarred me for life. Right now..I am never.... strong mentally . I am quiet and always a serious person. I remember myself before ..use to be a lively child ,making jokes with my cuzzies at that young age. When school started..it hit me hard. All of my focus went on that. Everything else was cut out. Socialization etc. I was pushed to be what I am now.
st7 wrote:
how old are you now? do you have anymore things you're interested in? i found that watching sitcoms helps with feeling better. take in some shows you never finished back then... malcolm in the middle is good! everybody hates chris too. i mean i could write down a list but watching sitcoms may help.
hover11 wrote:Aaron,aaron17 wrote:nick639v2 wrote:Aaron sir I must commend you, you've voiced your situation well, not many take that road in order to process the overwhelming times we are in..aaron17 wrote:st7 wrote:aaron no one was against you. we just breaking your balls. we dont know u personally to have that effect on you. in other words, we dont matter.
why are you feeling the way you are feeling? you can talk about it here if you'd like
I give credit where credit is due......bamfo_dennis is helping me out .
This is jus a rehash
".....everything just building up. Especially this pandemic..depression, mental disorders, socialization ." I am the quietest person ever. No socialization..idk if thats good or bad. Introvert....I am comfy alone or maybe I am accustomed being like that. And maybe that affecting me negatively in the longrun. Been bullied in my childhood..even by teachers. Wished I had friends...I am a big man now..even though I don't feel that way. The past still haunts me to this day. I have no socialization skills I guess. Maybe I have hearing problems from too loud music. I talk soft and when ppl cant hear.... I have to talk loud and I always feel angry. angry = loud. So its a combination of everything. School work was a pain too.. imagine school stress I had. Who ever had lessons after class? I started from form 3 class ... Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday,Sunday? And these are different places to travel to. Peer pressure not easy. Parents pushed me hard. I had suicidal thoughts then. My eyes were bad..couldnt see on the board. couldnt afford glasses then. Feels like life is a failure.
What helps me most ..music ,graphic designing, video games filled the void but grew outa that. I dont fight .. I flight. I sure many other things I missing out.
Start off with school, I went a town school and living central, before all the fancy highway so is 5am I outside the school for 5 years, never had a single extra curricular activity, booked up in lessons 5-6 days a week. I hated my life till I was about 17. I'm an only child, sheltered is an understatement to how I am..
Then came uwi and alevels, I went loose, yuh boy was coming out of he shell in Equinox (uwi bar) lol.. here is when I was a slacker and limer, the good man Rspann may he rest in peace got me involved in the car life, and had me dwelling in cars I never could've seen myself affording ever! Before I even have my license I making spins in the s class and Audi with his son. And the car bug took me.
Gaming and car/music kept me levelled throughout my alevels/uwi time along with my soon to be wife. She's a trooper, 11 years going strong, she still asks the cashier questions for me when I get anxious in a store..
Then comes after uwi and utt, I was outside with degrees and no job in sight, thankfully my dad took a chance and we started our own company, we hustle and grind daily, 6years now and we're basically in that zone to have an income and have minor luxuries in between.
Then covid hit us, 2 years without a drop of income, living off credit and pushing any mediocre job. But again there's light to be seen with restrictions being lifted..
It's a tough life but I'm 29 now, every night I still squad up for gaming sessions, I built my gaming PC, I still dwell in car and hard pong. Suicidal thoughts can be beat my brother, keep active on something, anything, a daily hustle, a grind on something..even if is to make sure the yard cut weekly and the house always clean.
And you may read this and think I may not know or understand how hard u have it, but I telling u, I was at a point living off overdraft money on my bank card, I never see life till after 18 much less have friends before that, even at all now.. look I force myself to a SQ audio meet last 2 years and I meet some of the old farts here on tuner, I was anxious and nearly bailed, but it was one of the best days amongst strangers I had in my life! , good conversation and good people are always here to help.
Keep strong brother. Forget the trolls.
My inbox is always open
Thanks for the insight in your life.. We all have our struggles and obstacles. Thinking about school again in my primary days standard 4 to 5 . I had a problem with the teacher ..acted like a bully, he was serious and strict. It was soo bad I reverted to standard 4b. Then when I had to go to 5..i knew the same teacher was teaching ..so I was so scared that I went back to 3. Idk nah ...I guess I was tramautized ever since I experienced bulling at standard 1. Flogging from my dad at that age scarred me for life. Right now..I am never.... strong mentally . I am quiet and always a serious person. I remember myself before ..use to be a lively child ,making jokes with my cuzzies at that young age. When school started..it hit me hard. All of my focus went on that. Everything else was cut out. Socialization etc. I was pushed to be what I am now.
I really hope you seek out someone to confide in be it friend or a professional to sort out what you going through. At the end of day only you know what you facing, keeping those emotions pent up can cause alot of stress and undue hardship. Focus on you and what makes you happy even if it means taking time out from your usual life and just putting things on hold for a while
wtf wrote:Bro widdy frig going on with you .aaron17 wrote:I was thinking ..a simple life has less stress (my opinion)
People dying from COVID-19 without getting to see their families again and you wanna suicide yourself..
Toughen up..
MaxPower wrote:aaron,
Stay with us bro.
The team is here for you.
Keep strong.
redmanjp wrote:wtf wrote:Bro widdy frig going on with you .aaron17 wrote:I was thinking ..a simple life has less stress (my opinion)
People dying from COVID-19 without getting to see their families again and you wanna suicide yourself..
Toughen up..
seeing the daily death figures itself can be depressing- or the other social consequences of the pandemic. and if u already were depressed before well it jus makes it worse
What kinda company bro?nick639v2 wrote:Aaron sir I must commend you, you've voiced your situation well, not many take that road in order to process the overwhelming times we are in..aaron17 wrote:st7 wrote:aaron no one was against you. we just breaking your balls. we dont know u personally to have that effect on you. in other words, we dont matter.
why are you feeling the way you are feeling? you can talk about it here if you'd like
I give credit where credit is due......bamfo_dennis is helping me out .
This is jus a rehash
".....everything just building up. Especially this pandemic..depression, mental disorders, socialization ." I am the quietest person ever. No socialization..idk if thats good or bad. Introvert....I am comfy alone or maybe I am accustomed being like that. And maybe that affecting me negatively in the longrun. Been bullied in my childhood..even by teachers. Wished I had friends...I am a big man now..even though I don't feel that way. The past still haunts me to this day. I have no socialization skills I guess. Maybe I have hearing problems from too loud music. I talk soft and when ppl cant hear.... I have to talk loud and I always feel angry. angry = loud. So its a combination of everything. School work was a pain too.. imagine school stress I had. Who ever had lessons after class? I started from form 3 class ... Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday,Sunday? And these are different places to travel to. Peer pressure not easy. Parents pushed me hard. I had suicidal thoughts then. My eyes were bad..couldnt see on the board. couldnt afford glasses then. Feels like life is a failure.
What helps me most ..music ,graphic designing, video games filled the void but grew outa that. I dont fight .. I flight. I sure many other things I missing out.
Start off with school, I went a town school and living central, before all the fancy highway so is 5am I outside the school for 5 years, never had a single extra curricular activity, booked up in lessons 5-6 days a week. I hated my life till I was about 17. I'm an only child, sheltered is an understatement to how I am..
Then came uwi and alevels, I went loose, yuh boy was coming out of he shell in Equinox (uwi bar) lol.. here is when I was a slacker and limer, the good man Rspann may he rest in peace got me involved in the car life, and had me dwelling in cars I never could've seen myself affording ever! Before I even have my license I making spins in the s class and Audi with his son. And the car bug took me.
Gaming and car/music kept me levelled throughout my alevels/uwi time along with my soon to be wife. She's a trooper, 11 years going strong, she still asks the cashier questions for me when I get anxious in a store..
Then comes after uwi and utt, I was outside with degrees and no job in sight, thankfully my dad took a chance and we started our own company, we hustle and grind daily, 6years now and we're basically in that zone to have an income and have minor luxuries in between.
Then covid hit us, 2 years without a drop of income, living off credit and pushing any mediocre job. But again there's light to be seen with restrictions being lifted..
It's a tough life but I'm 29 now, every night I still squad up for gaming sessions, I built my gaming PC, I still dwell in car and hard pong. Suicidal thoughts can be beat my brother, keep active on something, anything, a daily hustle, a grind on something..even if is to make sure the yard cut weekly and the house always clean.
And you may read this and think I may not know or understand how hard u have it, but I telling u, I was at a point living off overdraft money on my bank card, I never see life till after 18 much less have friends before that, even at all now.. look I force myself to a SQ audio meet last 2 years and I meet some of the old farts here on tuner, I was anxious and nearly bailed, but it was one of the best days amongst strangers I had in my life! , good conversation and good people are always here to help.
Keep strong brother. Forget the trolls.
My inbox is always open
matr1x wrote:In all fairness, what about life is really worth living?
Frivolous crap like marriage and children are not real things which keep your life rich and interesting. Finding a purpose to live that's not dependent on another to keep you happy is the first step
aaron17 wrote:redmanjp wrote:wtf wrote:Bro widdy frig going on with you .aaron17 wrote:I was thinking ..a simple life has less stress (my opinion)
People dying from COVID-19 without getting to see their families again and you wanna suicide yourself..
Toughen up..
seeing the daily death figures itself can be depressing- or the other social consequences of the pandemic. and if u already were depressed before well it jus makes it worse
Yea for me ..everyday is covid..numbers etc and constantly on the coronavirus thread. I am OCD to..
Give professional counseling a try. There is no shame in calling and asking for a referral.aaron17 wrote:redmanjp wrote:wtf wrote:Bro widdy frig going on with you .aaron17 wrote:I was thinking ..a simple life has less stress (my opinion)
People dying from COVID-19 without getting to see their families again and you wanna suicide yourself..
Toughen up..
seeing the daily death figures itself can be depressing- or the other social consequences of the pandemic. and if u already were depressed before well it jus makes it worse
Yea for me ..everyday is covid..numbers etc and constantly on the coronavirus thread. I am OCD to..
We use to have cats..but our family saw it as a burden and when it is their time to go..they dont want to feel the pain and sadness.Rovin wrote:i am glad to see strangers\tuners here helping out each other not just for cars\tools\construction\computer etc stuff but on a personal level too
hobbies actually help alot to take lifes daily stress away, cud be a simple thing like already mentioned watching sitcoms\tv series\movies or for me watching educational stuff on youtube
in addition to what everybody already said i would advise getting a pet like a cat or a dog, believe me after whatever hard day u had or whatever u going thru & u come home they gonna greet\appreciate u more than humans will & that helps u to de-stress a ton ...
I inbox you bro.aaron17 wrote:We use to have cats..but our family saw it as a burden and when it is their time to go..they dont want to feel the pain and sadness.Rovin wrote:i am glad to see strangers\tuners here helping out each other not just for cars\tools\construction\computer etc stuff but on a personal level too
hobbies actually help alot to take lifes daily stress away, cud be a simple thing like already mentioned watching sitcoms\tv series\movies or for me watching educational stuff on youtube
in addition to what everybody already said i would advise getting a pet like a cat or a dog, believe me after whatever hard day u had or whatever u going thru & u come home they gonna greet\appreciate u more than humans will & that helps u to de-stress a ton ...
Yea the amount of discovery and history i does watch too over the years..dont let me get started on ancient aliens.Dohplaydat wrote:aaron17 wrote:redmanjp wrote:wtf wrote:Bro widdy frig going on with you .aaron17 wrote:I was thinking ..a simple life has less stress (my opinion)
People dying from COVID-19 without getting to see their families again and you wanna suicide yourself..
Toughen up..
seeing the daily death figures itself can be depressing- or the other social consequences of the pandemic. and if u already were depressed before well it jus makes it worse
Yea for me ..everyday is covid..numbers etc and constantly on the coronavirus thread. I am OCD to..
Suicidal thoughts can enter anyone's mind, depression is real and can affect any of us.
One thing to note is stop thinking about how people see you. Choose your own path and don't succumb to others expectations.
Now Aaron, u seem like someone who likes to think. Your viral 'vaccine' idea wasn't half bad, but you accidentally reinvented a vaccine which we found hilarious.
But dude if you have real troubles, admitting it is a big step. Props there.
You'd be surprised at the demons many seemingly happy people face.
I'm sure lots of 2nrs have faced issues and many are reaching out, including myself now, inbox me if you need advice or someone to talk to.
U sent something this morning? I not seeing it.wtf wrote:I inbox you bro.aaron17 wrote:We use to have cats..but our family saw it as a burden and when it is their time to go..they dont want to feel the pain and sadness.Rovin wrote:i am glad to see strangers\tuners here helping out each other not just for cars\tools\construction\computer etc stuff but on a personal level too
hobbies actually help alot to take lifes daily stress away, cud be a simple thing like already mentioned watching sitcoms\tv series\movies or for me watching educational stuff on youtube
in addition to what everybody already said i would advise getting a pet like a cat or a dog, believe me after whatever hard day u had or whatever u going thru & u come home they gonna greet\appreciate u more than humans will & that helps u to de-stress a ton ...
30 rangetimelapse wrote:How old are you Aaron?
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